12.08.2007
robbed
12.05.2007
making the switch
(listening to "Battleships" by Travis)
11.19.2007
life is crazy
lily is already crawling and walking (by holding onto things)and will be 10 months old at the end of this month
thanksgiving has finally arrived, though the malls have been decorated for christmas since the day after halloween
there have already been more presidential debates than i care to count
in two months lily will have been with us for an entire year
i will have been married for 8 years in the spring
i'll be 30 next summer!
life is moving way to fast for me. my family is getting older, i'm getting older. people will eventually get sick or die of old age... meaning that i will be that much closer to following in their footsteps.
kind of depressing if you think about it.
with lily (and any children yet to come) life will go on though.
ob-la-di, ob-la-da
(listening to Brand New Colony by Postal Service)
9.20.2007
excitement for a stay at home mama
on wednesday, i shot that video from lily's nursery window. it was quite an exciting day on our street. apparently, someone had threatened suicide and soon the police, paramedics, firemen, and swat team were all on my street. it was actually a very sad experience as i listened to them talk over the loud speaker into a house and beg the person to come out and get help. they kept saying that they had been in contact with the daughter who was very worried, etc.
thankfully, the person didn't go through with it and now is getting the help that they so desperately needed.
it did, however, change what would have been a boring day on shallot drive to one full of anticipation and excitement.
(listening to "Beloved" by Minnie Driver)
9.16.2007
jenn
ready
8.28.2007
auntie
an auntie...
is always in your corner.
never judges but gives sound advice.
is like a mom but with a different perspective.
listens.
is creative and fun.
helps you to get dressed for your wedding.
is the keeper of secrets.
has a sense of humor.
makes the best christmas cookies.
is caring and loves you from the minute you were born.
everyone should have an auntie ... just not mine ... i'm not willing to share.
i love you, auntie. happy birthday.
(listening to "In My Life" by The Beatles)
8.23.2007
tattoos
8.13.2007
jumping on the bandwagon
(listening to "Golden Skans" by Klaxons)
7.25.2007
morrissey
7.19.2007
7.12.2007
5.07.2007
new moon
5.03.2007
coachella - take four
i have just returned home from my fourth trip to the desert for the coachella music festival in indio, california. i was originally not going this year... with a new baby, one income and a lack of funds... it just didn't seem like it was going to be possible. i willingly decided to not participate, knowing that going wouldn't be the wisest thing to do with our already lacking funds. however, as the event was drawing near, i became increasingly more depressed. seven of my closest friends were going to be making the annual pilgrimage to hear the finest in indie music, while i stayed at home with my new responsibilities. it felt like my family was going on vacation and i was the only one left home...alone. anyway, long story short... two wonderful people decided that i should still get to go. my sweet husband made it possible by working from home and driving lily to sitters, as well as having her for an entire weekend by himself. he is incredible. the other person, single-handedly paid for the trip. they are always so generous. thank you both.
don't get me wrong, it was incredibly hard for me to leave tom and lily, but honestly, i was thankful for the break. it felt nice to finally feel like "me" again. for five whole days i was only responsible for myself. when tom and lily (doggies too) left me at the airport i cried and cried. i felt guilty for leaving. before i closed the car door, i reached into the back of the car and "stole" lily's blanket. i needed (and wanted) to bring something (other than my breast pump) with me to remind me of her. it still had her sweet baby smell on it, which brought me comfort during the entire trip.
i had a blast. kristen and i went to the "tonight show" while the rest of the group went to a taping of "ellen". not only were we able to meet keifer sutherland (aka jack bauer), but we were seated in the very front row! perfect placement for when the baby otters jumped out of their glass tank during the animal segment!!
the desert was h o t. not quite as hot as my first year when we were camping (never again). luckily, there wasn't any humidity, so it didn't feel as suffocating as florida. one of the girls on the trip hooked us up with a condo at a marriott vacation club resort. it was beautiful and über comfortable. a perfect oasis for resting after a long day of heat, loud music and freaks.
the music was great. the highlight for me was seeing travis. i knew almost every song and the musicians were so humble and genuinely seemed excited to be there. other acts which were so much fun... cornelius, mika, and the teddybears. what made these bands so much fun to listen to wasn't just the catchy tunes and lyrics, but rather the company i was experiencing them with.
the coachies are made up with some of the best people i've ever met. they are so much fun to be with and really make me feel good about myself.
(ladies first, of course.)
stephanie - never one to stir things up, she is so easy going and all around lovely. with her subtle comments cleverly placed in the conversation here and there, you would find that she is an incredibly funny person. she is wonderful to have around.
kristen - probably my oldest and dearest friend. without her, i never would have gone to coachella in the first place. she fits in with the rest of the florida coachies perfectly. the experience wouldn't be the same without her, especially while expressing breastmilk in a portable bathroom.
devan - the nicest person to share a good conversation with. a wonderfully sweet and genuine friend. also talented at pointing out the weirdos nearby or the girl that needs to pull up her pants while dancing. being from the "d" ain't all that bad!
s o v (aka kelly) - don't let her deceive you by her outward appearance. she may look like a cheerleader and be a true class-act, but inside she is 100% f r e a k ! winning the contest of my favorite dancer to watch this year (yes beta, she beat you even without holding a bowl of pan-asian cuisine), she has a contagious spirit and energy to her. she is also lady sovereign's doppleganger, i'm sure.
betamike - whether its concocting the perfect escape route for when zombies or rage infested concert-goers attack, or his love for all things kitschy...beta adds the perfect amount of zip to the recipe that is coachie-stew. (especially when he's in his tighty whiteys)
britton - too cool for words. hilariously funny and unique...always willing to be the daniel to your carla by breaking out with his killer impersonation of a retarded giovanni ribisi. you make baking in the hot sun worth it.james - such fun to be with all the time. great for a meaningful conversation on a long flight home, or for just playing along in a silly voice. james, you've added much to my life. without you, i'd have 1 less 1 less reason to smile.
thank you coachies, for memories i'll always cherish...even when i'm rockin' it out to mika after lily's stuck me in the nursing home*.
(listening to "Love Today" by Mika)
*don't worry, devan. i'll make sure that i keep my disease carrying old people fingernails far away from you.
2.25.2007
it takes a Coachie village to raise a child
2.20.2007
counting my blessings
i'm lucky. i'm not even ashamed to tell the whole world about it.
God has blessed me. abundantly.
i have been given a beautiful family. a husband, who not only is getting more and more attractive with each passing year... but who is so caring and puts me as a top priority in his life. a sweet baby girl, who has been sleeping through the night at only 3 weeks of age, and who rarely cries, making this new motherhood thing easier on me. two wonderful dogs, who are so well behaved and are very accepting of their new "sister".
i am so grateful to our parents and siblings for making this transition even easier for us. their love and support have been unmeasurable and we know that things would be much much harder without them.
our friends, who have rallied around us and been our "family" away from our real family, have kept us sane! God placed each and every one of them in our lives for a reason, and we're glad he did.
i love my life.
(listening to "Jolene" by Dolly Parton)